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5 days before christmas
I woke up early today. I don't know why, but i slept real late last night. The first thing i did was read my e-book, Twilight. I'm done with the 10-page (i think) 1st chapter. I've decided to read atleast one chapter a day to be able to finish the book withing 24 days. :) The 1st chapter was quiet familiar since i watched the movie (i think everything will be quiet familiar naman. haha.)
It's 5 days before Christmas and i want to receive lots of gifts. I know i would hardly receive any since my relatives think im BIG now, rather than that kid they used to love those days, i was so cute then! (oh well, im pretty na. NOW) Sana i could be with him on this special day, that would be so sweet. Our first Christmas together as a couple. O dba. So much for fantasies, it can't happen. (ahayy..) I shouldn't be sober. I should be happy pa nga kasi masaya sya dun, but i can't help being a little emotional at times. Haha! (ang babaw!) I'm a bit too worried baka kasi naughty sya dun, or he's drinking too much or puffs a lot. I trust him naman, but i have this instincts/worries/mights. (yea, we have this girlfriend-instincts nowadays:)
I'm really acting eerie. I'm not his mother anyway. I trust him PERIOD. End of story. I know, He won't act foolish and won't dissappoint me. I know it, He loves me enough. I've been blogging about this insecurities of mine all throughout this week! It's ruining the Should-be-joyful atmosphere in here. I'm not really insecure or what, i'm just PARAAAANNNOOOOIIIDDD.
It sucks. Really.
I'm acting like this all because i don't have anything to focus my attention on. If only i can go out with friends, I can but i don't have bucks. Bored, that's all i am and will be this vacation. I think it's a bit too long. Haha! And when classes resume, for sure i'll be disoriented. I think everyone will be. I wanna do something fun, recreational and time consuming. I wonder WHAT it is.
Darlene is so mean for posting on her blog that she knew my secret. Yea, i know it's unexpected for her to know cause she thought i was this good girl. HAHA! Oh well, i trust her enough so i told her. Love ko sya eh.
Ciao!Labels: :), myko, Pessimist, Random, suckiy
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Myko.
Wala lang.
Gazillion things are currently running through my mind and i'm all fed up of this "what if's" and "mights".. I'm just so confused and worried about what my future would turn out to be. Yes, this is another blog about me and my life (which i meant was myko) hhe.
After all the realizations i did for the past days or maybe weeks, I'm still in this in-doubt moment of what i really want to do and how i want everything to become. I may sound weird and all, but you wouldn't even understand no matter how i tell you, cause simply, you're not in my shoes.
I've been undergoing through this weird moments wherein the whole world just stops for some time and it kinda gives me this moment to think about everything. And whenever i "think", i suffer through this unexplainable and unbearable feeling. Sometimes i just wanna cry or burst out laughing but the bottomline is, i have no reason to do so.
I'm not mentally ill or anything, but it seems that my happy momentums are about to end, and time passes very quickly, im still not prepared to let go of the memories i've experienced and still want to continue collecting more.
I maybe too young too say this now, but all i want and all i need to be secure and happy for as the moment, is the ASSURANCE that he'll be with me through thick and thin, through near or far, through all of there obstacles in life. He's all i ever wanted all this time, and i just can't afford to lose him.
BOTTOMLINE?
Take everything away from me, just not him. Seriously.Labels: myko, Pessimist, priceless, Prublemo, Random
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Gusto mo, pero.
iniisip ko pa kng magbablog ba ko eh. naiiyak ako ngayon! =(( fuck life. BAKIT GANUN? Kung kelan akala mo lahat okay na saka magbebreak down lahat sa harapan mo. Talagang kailangan ganon? It hurts like hell mehn!
Gusto mo umiyak pero sadyang ayaw mong mawalan ng lakas ng loob. Gusto mo pa ipaglaban kahit na kitang kita mo nang walang pag-asa. Gusto mo magantay kahit alam mong nagaantay ka lang sa wala. Bakit kasi SAKANYA pa?
Di ko ba deserve yung mga taong mahal ko? :|
**minsan, mapapaisip ka talaga.Labels: Pessimist, suckiy
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Back To Basics
I am super over my recent ex. At ewan ko. I feel incomplete, dull, unappreciated. Ang weird. x[
Parang feeling co, I don't exist ..or left unnoticed. Napagiwanan ako ng planetang earth. So, how's that? Pessimist much. x]Labels: Pessimist
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5 days before christmas
I woke up early today. I don't know why, but i slept real late last night. The first thing i did was read my e-book, Twilight. I'm done with the 10-page (i think) 1st chapter. I've decided to read atleast one chapter a day to be able to finish the book withing 24 days. :) The 1st chapter was quiet familiar since i watched the movie (i think everything will be quiet familiar naman. haha.)
It's 5 days before Christmas and i want to receive lots of gifts. I know i would hardly receive any since my relatives think im BIG now, rather than that kid they used to love those days, i was so cute then! (oh well, im pretty na. NOW) Sana i could be with him on this special day, that would be so sweet. Our first Christmas together as a couple. O dba. So much for fantasies, it can't happen. (ahayy..) I shouldn't be sober. I should be happy pa nga kasi masaya sya dun, but i can't help being a little emotional at times. Haha! (ang babaw!) I'm a bit too worried baka kasi naughty sya dun, or he's drinking too much or puffs a lot. I trust him naman, but i have this instincts/worries/mights. (yea, we have this girlfriend-instincts nowadays:)
I'm really acting eerie. I'm not his mother anyway. I trust him PERIOD. End of story. I know, He won't act foolish and won't dissappoint me. I know it, He loves me enough. I've been blogging about this insecurities of mine all throughout this week! It's ruining the Should-be-joyful atmosphere in here. I'm not really insecure or what, i'm just PARAAAANNNOOOOIIIDDD.
It sucks. Really.
I'm acting like this all because i don't have anything to focus my attention on. If only i can go out with friends, I can but i don't have bucks. Bored, that's all i am and will be this vacation. I think it's a bit too long. Haha! And when classes resume, for sure i'll be disoriented. I think everyone will be. I wanna do something fun, recreational and time consuming. I wonder WHAT it is.
Darlene is so mean for posting on her blog that she knew my secret. Yea, i know it's unexpected for her to know cause she thought i was this good girl. HAHA! Oh well, i trust her enough so i told her. Love ko sya eh.
Ciao!Labels: :), myko, Pessimist, Random, suckiy
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Myko.
Wala lang.
Gazillion things are currently running through my mind and i'm all fed up of this "what if's" and "mights".. I'm just so confused and worried about what my future would turn out to be. Yes, this is another blog about me and my life (which i meant was myko) hhe.
After all the realizations i did for the past days or maybe weeks, I'm still in this in-doubt moment of what i really want to do and how i want everything to become. I may sound weird and all, but you wouldn't even understand no matter how i tell you, cause simply, you're not in my shoes.
I've been undergoing through this weird moments wherein the whole world just stops for some time and it kinda gives me this moment to think about everything. And whenever i "think", i suffer through this unexplainable and unbearable feeling. Sometimes i just wanna cry or burst out laughing but the bottomline is, i have no reason to do so.
I'm not mentally ill or anything, but it seems that my happy momentums are about to end, and time passes very quickly, im still not prepared to let go of the memories i've experienced and still want to continue collecting more.
I maybe too young too say this now, but all i want and all i need to be secure and happy for as the moment, is the ASSURANCE that he'll be with me through thick and thin, through near or far, through all of there obstacles in life. He's all i ever wanted all this time, and i just can't afford to lose him.
BOTTOMLINE?
Take everything away from me, just not him. Seriously.Labels: myko, Pessimist, priceless, Prublemo, Random
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Gusto mo, pero.
iniisip ko pa kng magbablog ba ko eh. naiiyak ako ngayon! =(( fuck life. BAKIT GANUN? Kung kelan akala mo lahat okay na saka magbebreak down lahat sa harapan mo. Talagang kailangan ganon? It hurts like hell mehn!
Gusto mo umiyak pero sadyang ayaw mong mawalan ng lakas ng loob. Gusto mo pa ipaglaban kahit na kitang kita mo nang walang pag-asa. Gusto mo magantay kahit alam mong nagaantay ka lang sa wala. Bakit kasi SAKANYA pa?
Di ko ba deserve yung mga taong mahal ko? :|
**minsan, mapapaisip ka talaga.Labels: Pessimist, suckiy
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Back To Basics
I am super over my recent ex. At ewan ko. I feel incomplete, dull, unappreciated. Ang weird. x[
Parang feeling co, I don't exist ..or left unnoticed. Napagiwanan ako ng planetang earth. So, how's that? Pessimist much. x]Labels: Pessimist
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I am perfect, and i make mistakes. ;) IRONIC huh?
I am human, i have a heart, feelings, emotions, and the like. Physically I'm quiet normal-looking
with a very gorgeous twist. :) I'm Voluptuous! (Haha, you better agree or else..) I have brown hair, very dark
brown eyes & short eyelashes. Story behind that, was my mom did cut it way back. So there, it sucks. I can't even curl it up.
I suit both long and short hair. But as of now I'm growing my hair back, Looooong. Chubby,chubby,chubby cheeks? I have 'em.
I dance and sing. Yes, Very gifted huh? (Why am i bragging so much?) Sorry about that.
I'm a bad drawer, sooo not athletic person and very lazy! Well, yeahh. True enough.
I do good at school stuff and loves rushing on projects. I end up with good results everytime i do so. ;)
Myko, He's all you'll read about on this blog (well, most of the time). But I'm trying not to tolerate this habit of
mine cause my blog is kinda developing into an ALL-MYKO BLOG. =))) I don't know, he's all i ever think about.
K fine. Addicted as crap. I love him, he's my boyfriend-slash-life-slash-husband-slash-everything. He makes and breaks my day.
The smallest things means the world to me
if done by him. The most unnoticeable gestures are very much appreciated. My EARTH is revolving on this
Boy, and yes, it's a little REALLY crazy.
FOXY, They're my everything! Through thick or thin, through hot or cold, even through heaven or hell, they have always been
with me all through out this entire journey. I value them so much that i really didn't disregard this fucking shits (Haha.) even
though we're so far from each other. They've always been my wall, i lean on. Someone to run back to when all else fails. And I know, habang
binabasa nila to, o kahit isa sa knila, MAY UMIIYAK na. :)))) Oh cmon, LY. :)
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