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one thing i can't let go
There are things in our life that we can't simply let go. No matter how much we got hurt, no matter what hell it's making us go through, no matter how much you wanted to give it up, still you can't 'just leave it behind. Even if your emotions are already giving in and can't take it anymore, there's still this "part" of us that's holding on and still hopes for a better outcome; "Maybe someday, things will get better.. I can still wait for that moment."
I came to the point that i no longer know what to choose. I'm the victim of my own feelings. A part of me says "Stop it, it's stupid." but another screams "Don't risk it for love's sake." Oh yes i love him. I really do. It's crazy cause it's really stupid. To think that i'm still here, striving to make it and still be with him through each unloving day of our relationship. It's no good. Every damn night i cry because i feel unloved and unimportant to the person i value the most. It hurts more every time i recall the saying; "If you think the person you Love doesn't love you, then you're right. For if he does, there's no way he'll make you feel he doesn't." It' s crap.
I'm jut so sober thinking of what i'd do. Shall i still hold on to this relationship? It's geting worse and worse and worse and worse. I just can't take the tears anymore. I love him but im torn apart. I want to stay but it's like he's pushing me away. So how?
I called him up, crying. Crying my heart and eyes out. I cried so hard i can barely breathe! He wasn't even talking. He doesn't want me to give up. He loves me. But why is he making things hard for me? We're just going on the wrong way. It's geting pointless. He told me not to leave and things shall get better. It's just a part of our God damn relationship and i should remain strong for the good times sake. I don't know. I still didn't feel any better after all those things he told me. Cause i heard all of those a hundred times, and they weren't for real. I guess it didn't register to my "understanding".
I continued to cry. I thought of leaving him right then and there. But I can't. I love him so much i'm still willing to get hurt one or two more time(s). Just few more tries, i said to myself. And there's this one thing he told me that keeps echoing in my head, "Dapat walang iwanan."
Yes, walang iwanan, lalakasan ko na loob ko, this time. ;)Labels: :), myko
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one thing i can't let go
There are things in our life that we can't simply let go. No matter how much we got hurt, no matter what hell it's making us go through, no matter how much you wanted to give it up, still you can't 'just leave it behind. Even if your emotions are already giving in and can't take it anymore, there's still this "part" of us that's holding on and still hopes for a better outcome; "Maybe someday, things will get better.. I can still wait for that moment."
I came to the point that i no longer know what to choose. I'm the victim of my own feelings. A part of me says "Stop it, it's stupid." but another screams "Don't risk it for love's sake." Oh yes i love him. I really do. It's crazy cause it's really stupid. To think that i'm still here, striving to make it and still be with him through each unloving day of our relationship. It's no good. Every damn night i cry because i feel unloved and unimportant to the person i value the most. It hurts more every time i recall the saying; "If you think the person you Love doesn't love you, then you're right. For if he does, there's no way he'll make you feel he doesn't." It' s crap.
I'm jut so sober thinking of what i'd do. Shall i still hold on to this relationship? It's geting worse and worse and worse and worse. I just can't take the tears anymore. I love him but im torn apart. I want to stay but it's like he's pushing me away. So how?
I called him up, crying. Crying my heart and eyes out. I cried so hard i can barely breathe! He wasn't even talking. He doesn't want me to give up. He loves me. But why is he making things hard for me? We're just going on the wrong way. It's geting pointless. He told me not to leave and things shall get better. It's just a part of our God damn relationship and i should remain strong for the good times sake. I don't know. I still didn't feel any better after all those things he told me. Cause i heard all of those a hundred times, and they weren't for real. I guess it didn't register to my "understanding".
I continued to cry. I thought of leaving him right then and there. But I can't. I love him so much i'm still willing to get hurt one or two more time(s). Just few more tries, i said to myself. And there's this one thing he told me that keeps echoing in my head, "Dapat walang iwanan."
Yes, walang iwanan, lalakasan ko na loob ko, this time. ;)Labels: :), myko
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I am perfect, and i make mistakes. ;) IRONIC huh?
I am human, i have a heart, feelings, emotions, and the like. Physically I'm quiet normal-looking
with a very gorgeous twist. :) I'm Voluptuous! (Haha, you better agree or else..) I have brown hair, very dark
brown eyes & short eyelashes. Story behind that, was my mom did cut it way back. So there, it sucks. I can't even curl it up.
I suit both long and short hair. But as of now I'm growing my hair back, Looooong. Chubby,chubby,chubby cheeks? I have 'em.
I dance and sing. Yes, Very gifted huh? (Why am i bragging so much?) Sorry about that.
I'm a bad drawer, sooo not athletic person and very lazy! Well, yeahh. True enough.
I do good at school stuff and loves rushing on projects. I end up with good results everytime i do so. ;)
Myko, He's all you'll read about on this blog (well, most of the time). But I'm trying not to tolerate this habit of
mine cause my blog is kinda developing into an ALL-MYKO BLOG. =))) I don't know, he's all i ever think about.
K fine. Addicted as crap. I love him, he's my boyfriend-slash-life-slash-husband-slash-everything. He makes and breaks my day.
The smallest things means the world to me
if done by him. The most unnoticeable gestures are very much appreciated. My EARTH is revolving on this
Boy, and yes, it's a little REALLY crazy.
FOXY, They're my everything! Through thick or thin, through hot or cold, even through heaven or hell, they have always been
with me all through out this entire journey. I value them so much that i really didn't disregard this fucking shits (Haha.) even
though we're so far from each other. They've always been my wall, i lean on. Someone to run back to when all else fails. And I know, habang
binabasa nila to, o kahit isa sa knila, MAY UMIIYAK na. :)))) Oh cmon, LY. :)
(To be updated: PAC and Screw :)
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