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Myko's dad just got a new one, and we've been "road tripping" (right term?) for 2 days now. :)))) though, short range lang. ;) wala eh, enjoy ako! Share ko lang. :P
It was super enjoy. The session started by 4:30 eh alam ko dapat 2 pm. HAHA. Filipino time! Walang tipid sa alcohol. To the max. HAHA. Isang Empe, 3 GSM blue at isang case ng redhorse. :))) So yeah, tinamaan ako. Parati naman.
Pwede lang ako hangang 9 pero umuwi ako ng 10 kasi nageenjoy pa ko. Ang pasaway ko hindi ba? :))) Tapos eto pa, i was wearing this HERCULES sandals.. haha. ung puro strings! eh, buset, natatanggal parati. So habang naglalakad kme, parang nakapaa nlng ako. xD Tapos dun sa terrace, eh umupo ako dun sa rails, Yea, gusto ko na nga malaglag eh. HAHA. tas si myko parang hinila nya ko para bumaba dun, tumama ako dun sa cement rim? ewan, bsta un sa gilid. SO it hurts up to now.
Ako ay nasermonan, but it's okay. I deserve the sermon. And my mom's even gonna talk to myko tomorrow, and papagalitan daw nya. Lagi nlng si myko nabeblame sa lahat ng kagagahan ko. :| Pero He'll carry on. He loves me naman. ;)
& i just wanna share that the Letter "V" on my keyboard is just scotched tape. Well, Idk. I know it's detachable, but it won't get back to it's place.Err. Now it's a difficulty pressing it. :| Suckiy letter V much..
And i'll have my check-up tomorrow, regarding my high blood pressure.. It's been ages na since i had my last doctor appointment. :)
Naaaliw ako sa facebook. At since nagloloko na rin ang friendster, parang gusto ko na talaga iwanan. So i'm encouraging you to just join facebook. Ang cool eh. It's not the typical social network na pawang desperate magkaron ng friends lahat ng tao. :|
At walang ibang keberlu. Simple lang, very basic pa. Hoho. Only your friends can view your profile. Privacy dba. :)
Aning lang ako. :) Facebook nalang. Tapos ang dali mag search, kasi ung names, real names. so ayon. sana wala ng bumaboy sa facebook na mga cheap na nilalang na kung ano ano pangalan sa social net profiles nila. :| (no offense)
I saw this one article on someone else's blog. :) (http://rebelliouschiq.blogspot.com/)
The "parang kayo, pero hindi" stage. Others call it MU or mutual understanding. Pseudo-relationships. Pseudo-boyfriends. Flings. Almost like a relationship, but not quite. It is a phase where the persons involved are more than friends, but not quite lovers. Puwedeng may verbal agreement, puwedeng wala. One or both of you may have admitted your feelings, possible ding hindi. You just let your gestures do the talking for you. Walang pormal na ligawan na nangyari. Hindi kayo mag-dyowa. Pero sa kilos niyo, sa mga sinasabi niyo, parang kayo, pero hindi.
This kind of "relationship" can happen at different stages for different reasons. It can happen after a break-up. You still love each other, and you want to be with each other but you broke up for a reason. And for reasons that you alone know, ayaw niyo na muna magkabalikan.
It can also happen before a relationship, iyong pareho kayong nakikiramdam. Possible din na ayaw niyo munang mag-seryoso kaya kunwa-kunwarian lang muna. Testing lang.
Puwede ring hindi puwedeng maging kayo kasi isa sa inyo --usually the guy --may ka-relasyon na. Kaya habang hindi pa siya nakikipag-break doon sa girl (sabi niya makikipag-break siya soon pero di naman niya ginagawa), wala muna kayong relasyon para nga naman hindi siya nangagaliwa kasi "hindi naman kayo."
This pseudo-relationship stage, for a time, can be fun. Lalo na kung naghahanap ka lang naman ng "kalaro."
Pero huwag ka lang mag-e-expect na may patutunguhan kayo kasi wala talagang kasiguraduhan.
So bakit ang daming nagse-settle sa ganitong set up ganoong hindi naman sigurado kung may patutunguhan?
Iba't ibang dahilan. Puwedeng for fun lang. Puwedeng "buti na iyan kesa wala" or puwede na iyang "pantawid-gutom." Meaning, habang wala pa iyong the real thing, doon muna sa kunwa-kunwarian.
For those who are not in a serious relationship, they would think that pseudo-relationship is better than no relationship at all. It would be fun, if all you are after for is that "kilig" feeling.
Aminado naman ako na once upon a time, may mga pseudo-relationships din ako. No commitments involved. For the simplest reason that they couldn't commit, because they were either committed to someone else, or that they weren't ready to commit.
My rationalization, "okay na iyun, kesa wala."
Ang habol ko lang naman, iyong kilig feeling. Iyong merong nagtatanong kung kumusta araw ko. Iyong merong ka-cuddle sa beach outing. Iyong kapag tumunog ang cellphone, mapapangiti na ako dahil alam kong galing sa kanya ang message. Iyong merong laging kasama. Habang wala pa ang the real thing, puwede na itong pagtiyagaan.
But then I learned that although it was only a pseudo-relationship, the emotions were real. And usually, in this kind of set up, ang babae lagi ang lugi.
Una, you can't ask him to commit. Since it's not really a relationship, you can't demand commitment from your partner. Ano ba kayo? May K ka nga ba magpasundo ng hatinggabi? You will always be uncertain about your role in his life. You can't expect him to be always there with you. And if you feel jealous of the other girls, you just have to keep it to yourself. Ano ka ba niya para magselos?
Pangalawa, what if you fall deeply in love with him? You can't be sure if he feels the same way. Baka nag-a-assume ka lang na mahal ka rin niya. Even if you are dying to tell him you love him, you can't. Because you're not sure if he'll like it. Baka mapahiya ka lang. This stage will always make you wonder where you are in the relationship. Or if there is a relationship at all.
Pangatlo, what if you become attached too much? What if you have invested all your emotions and this man hasn't? What if you remain faithful to him, not entertaining other guys, only to find out that he is seeing other girls?
Isa pang downside ng pseudo-relationships, it is fleeting. When a disagreement sets in, or when one of you gets cold, then that would be the end of it. Unlike in a serious relationship, hindi mo alam kung saan ka lulugar sa isang pseudo-relationship. Wala kang pinanghahawakan. Kasi sa pseudo-relationship, there is no "us." Meron lang "you and me," hindi "us."
Buti sana kung pseudo-pain din lang ang mararanasan mo. Kaso, hindi eh. Real pain. And usually, kahit tapos na ang pseudo-relationship, hindi mo maiwasan umasang one day, may karugtong pa rin iyun. And you will be miserable, hoping to bring back what you used to have, only to find out eventually that the guy is in another pseudo-relationship with somebody else.
Ang hirap, ano? You agreed to this kind of set up for fun and then you'd end up hurting yourself in the process.
Pero puwede naman maiwasan ang pain eh. Puwede naman na hindi mo muna isipin ang future and just enjoy the feeling, without thinking of the consequences.
But if you are certain that you are going to hurt yourself in the process, kailangan mo mamili. You can be happy and live the moment without worrying what would happen next. Or you can stop settling with pseudo-relationships and wait for the real thing.
When I was younger and in a pseudo-relationship with an unavailable guy, a friend told me, "Sige, kung ayaw mong magpapigil, bahala ka. Magpakasaya ka. Pero huwag kang iiyak-iyak pagkatapos, dahil tatadyakan kita."
Ang bottom line lang naman, kung magpapasaya sa iyo, gawin mo. Ihanda mo lang ang sarili mo sa consequence. Dahil ang "parang kayo pero hindi" stage ay bihirang nagiging totoo. Usually, hanggang doon lang siya… almost, but not quite.
Parang KAME lang dati ah! haha. pero fortunately, ung pseudo relationship namen, eh may pinatunguhan. :) And aaminin ko, sobrang hirap talaga nun. Sa tingin ko, luck lang tlga, and tatag ng both halves. Pero kung hindi nyo kaya magtyaga at magantay ng syamsyam, wala tlgang magandang patutunguhan. :)
Haha. Gusto ko lang ishare na ang taas ng blood pressure ko. Normal is 120/80.. Aken, 180/110. So ano yun. =))) malapit na kong mamatay. (yuck, exagg na.)
I'm not really good at titles. (<-- weh, ang cute nung kolur. haha.)
There was this dog show held at school, it's not convincing, it's boring. Though some of the dogs were cute, but there weren't anything exciting. I thought i'd join one of my pets, but they just can't. My shit-zu, "ginger" is like 6 years old now, and she's losing a lot of hair and smells really bad. She had this disease that ruined it all, she was once so adorable. ;) And paprika is a mixed breed (askal na pinaganda) haha. So, feeling ko mejo shame. And he's so mischievous! :P
Wala lang, shinare ko lang and story ng mga aso ko. :))
I know i was emo in the last post. Minsan lang, pagbigyan na. K?
I wanna have something to be busy about. Yung tipong, i'd be so busy. My life is boring me. It simply gets worse everyday. I just hope, not.
I'm sort of feeling like a pessimist now, but just a while ago, i thought of these wonderful possitive things again, so friends, don't worry. I'll be fine. :)
-- and in case i can't afford to be one, I'd still strive to. =D
"i love you more!" - ang nireply sakin ni myko nung nagreklamo ako dahil loveyoutoo lang ang sagot nya sa "iloveyousomuch" ko. HAHA. at mukhang napilitan pa sya. Haha. Sharing.
Gazillion things are currently running through my mind and i'm all fed up of this "what if's" and "mights".. I'm just so confused and worried about what my future would turn out to be. Yes, this is another blog about me and my life (which i meant was myko) hhe.
After all the realizations i did for the past days or maybe weeks, I'm still in this in-doubt moment of what i really want to do and how i want everything to become. I may sound weird and all, but you wouldn't even understand no matter how i tell you, cause simply, you're not in my shoes.
I've been undergoing through this weird moments wherein the whole world just stops for some time and it kinda gives me this moment to think about everything. And whenever i "think", i suffer through this unexplainable and unbearable feeling. Sometimes i just wanna cry or burst out laughing but the bottomline is, i have no reason to do so.
I'm not mentally ill or anything, but it seems that my happy momentums are about to end, and time passes very quickly, im still not prepared to let go of the memories i've experienced and still want to continue collecting more.
I maybe too young too say this now, but all i want and all i need to be secure and happy for as the moment, is the ASSURANCE that he'll be with me through thick and thin, through near or far, through all of there obstacles in life. He's all i ever wanted all this time, and i just can't afford to lose him.
BOTTOMLINE?
Take everything away from me, just not him. Seriously.
Because we weren't together from tuesday to wednesday parang binawi ko lang. :)) from thursday onwards until today, consistent and straight (except na lang mga uwian) magksma kme. :P
I would like to congratulate DARLENE for being an ate nanaman :D whew, responsibilities! :)))
Tomorrow is monday. And I hate mondays. I'll be competing for the Grammar Quiz whatever on 19 and for the powerpoint presentation as well. :) wish me luck. It would be better if i'll be the one for competing for the essay writing nalang eh. :| I really wanted that! I guess my english teacher haven't read my essays yet, since we don't do those on her subject. Hoho!
My tummy grows bigger everyday. HAHA! Lol, it's not because i'm pregnant, the reason is simply alcohol. Haha. I think.. Or larger appetite i guess?
Before i go to bed, i have this two realizations to share.
One. Gustong gusto ko katext ang boyfriend ko kapag lasing sya. :) Why? Sobrang sweet nya. Hehe, super kilig to the bones. And diba, puro truth? I just love him.
Two.
Man, Being pessimistic will get you nowhere. Look at all possible bright sides of every image. I'm not referring to a particular person, but.. You see, i've been NOT WANTING a relaionship for a long time, i wasn't even looking or finding one. Love is nowhere to be searched for. It would be found and discovered right then and there. You shouldn't hurry. I know i'm just too young to say this, but i think i know what i'm talking about. Just have fun and not think of it, and one surprising day, when you already forgot about all the hurt and all the negativity it once brought, you'd notice it knocking by your doorstep. OVER AGAIN. :)
Since it's english month, i'll blog in english. :)
Haha. anong sasabhin ko? :| LOL.
First, i'm still as usual missing him like hell even though i just saw him last monday. My "missing" span is just so short. I hate missing someone, It's like a punishment. I'm not used to seeing myself without him in class, in the canteen, in the hallway and even on the way home. Sobbing much? I'll probably see him tomorrow. ^^ *jumps for joy*
Today was normal. I got highest in social. Hoora! 56/70 and to think, i didn't review my lessons. Hoho. I just copied. Lol. I'm kinda sleepy but i don't wanna go to sleep yet. I'm still not satisfied with today's stuffs and happenings. Ain't contented with the "common" experience and dilemmas faced. :)
10-29. It wasn't really a BIRTHday, it was a BURT-day instead. (Burt, because my boyfriend's second name is BURT. hhe.) I was with him all through out the day. We didn't have anything to do, we've got empty pockets, but we still managed to have some fun all bcos we're together. *aww*
We were supposed to attend the first mass of the day here at our subd. But we arrived at the church halfway through it. :| (that's a great way to start your burtday! haha.) After the mass we just went off and lighted candles. :) Chikahan, and walked home. We stayed at my place. Landian. HAHA. xD
After Eating lunch, we decided to go to their place. Ang saya saya namen dun, haha. Ang gulo gulo! :))) Minasage ko sya yung tipong inaapakan mo yung likod nya. :)) hindi na nga raw makahinga eh. Cruel! haha. tapos we ended up sleeping lang. Natulog lang kami. Lol. Pag gising umalis na and went to dau to meet my lola there. We ate at greenwhich at andame kong nakaen. Home mga 8-8:30 pm.
That's the last time i saw him. Kasi nasa tarlac sya ngayon eh. Until Nov 6. :( Ang tagal diba. Err. I miss him like hell already. But we might see each other tomorrow. :P
Myko's dad just got a new one, and we've been "road tripping" (right term?) for 2 days now. :)))) though, short range lang. ;) wala eh, enjoy ako! Share ko lang. :P
It was super enjoy. The session started by 4:30 eh alam ko dapat 2 pm. HAHA. Filipino time! Walang tipid sa alcohol. To the max. HAHA. Isang Empe, 3 GSM blue at isang case ng redhorse. :))) So yeah, tinamaan ako. Parati naman.
Pwede lang ako hangang 9 pero umuwi ako ng 10 kasi nageenjoy pa ko. Ang pasaway ko hindi ba? :))) Tapos eto pa, i was wearing this HERCULES sandals.. haha. ung puro strings! eh, buset, natatanggal parati. So habang naglalakad kme, parang nakapaa nlng ako. xD Tapos dun sa terrace, eh umupo ako dun sa rails, Yea, gusto ko na nga malaglag eh. HAHA. tas si myko parang hinila nya ko para bumaba dun, tumama ako dun sa cement rim? ewan, bsta un sa gilid. SO it hurts up to now.
Ako ay nasermonan, but it's okay. I deserve the sermon. And my mom's even gonna talk to myko tomorrow, and papagalitan daw nya. Lagi nlng si myko nabeblame sa lahat ng kagagahan ko. :| Pero He'll carry on. He loves me naman. ;)
& i just wanna share that the Letter "V" on my keyboard is just scotched tape. Well, Idk. I know it's detachable, but it won't get back to it's place.Err. Now it's a difficulty pressing it. :| Suckiy letter V much..
And i'll have my check-up tomorrow, regarding my high blood pressure.. It's been ages na since i had my last doctor appointment. :)
Naaaliw ako sa facebook. At since nagloloko na rin ang friendster, parang gusto ko na talaga iwanan. So i'm encouraging you to just join facebook. Ang cool eh. It's not the typical social network na pawang desperate magkaron ng friends lahat ng tao. :|
At walang ibang keberlu. Simple lang, very basic pa. Hoho. Only your friends can view your profile. Privacy dba. :)
Aning lang ako. :) Facebook nalang. Tapos ang dali mag search, kasi ung names, real names. so ayon. sana wala ng bumaboy sa facebook na mga cheap na nilalang na kung ano ano pangalan sa social net profiles nila. :| (no offense)
I saw this one article on someone else's blog. :) (http://rebelliouschiq.blogspot.com/)
The "parang kayo, pero hindi" stage. Others call it MU or mutual understanding. Pseudo-relationships. Pseudo-boyfriends. Flings. Almost like a relationship, but not quite. It is a phase where the persons involved are more than friends, but not quite lovers. Puwedeng may verbal agreement, puwedeng wala. One or both of you may have admitted your feelings, possible ding hindi. You just let your gestures do the talking for you. Walang pormal na ligawan na nangyari. Hindi kayo mag-dyowa. Pero sa kilos niyo, sa mga sinasabi niyo, parang kayo, pero hindi.
This kind of "relationship" can happen at different stages for different reasons. It can happen after a break-up. You still love each other, and you want to be with each other but you broke up for a reason. And for reasons that you alone know, ayaw niyo na muna magkabalikan.
It can also happen before a relationship, iyong pareho kayong nakikiramdam. Possible din na ayaw niyo munang mag-seryoso kaya kunwa-kunwarian lang muna. Testing lang.
Puwede ring hindi puwedeng maging kayo kasi isa sa inyo --usually the guy --may ka-relasyon na. Kaya habang hindi pa siya nakikipag-break doon sa girl (sabi niya makikipag-break siya soon pero di naman niya ginagawa), wala muna kayong relasyon para nga naman hindi siya nangagaliwa kasi "hindi naman kayo."
This pseudo-relationship stage, for a time, can be fun. Lalo na kung naghahanap ka lang naman ng "kalaro."
Pero huwag ka lang mag-e-expect na may patutunguhan kayo kasi wala talagang kasiguraduhan.
So bakit ang daming nagse-settle sa ganitong set up ganoong hindi naman sigurado kung may patutunguhan?
Iba't ibang dahilan. Puwedeng for fun lang. Puwedeng "buti na iyan kesa wala" or puwede na iyang "pantawid-gutom." Meaning, habang wala pa iyong the real thing, doon muna sa kunwa-kunwarian.
For those who are not in a serious relationship, they would think that pseudo-relationship is better than no relationship at all. It would be fun, if all you are after for is that "kilig" feeling.
Aminado naman ako na once upon a time, may mga pseudo-relationships din ako. No commitments involved. For the simplest reason that they couldn't commit, because they were either committed to someone else, or that they weren't ready to commit.
My rationalization, "okay na iyun, kesa wala."
Ang habol ko lang naman, iyong kilig feeling. Iyong merong nagtatanong kung kumusta araw ko. Iyong merong ka-cuddle sa beach outing. Iyong kapag tumunog ang cellphone, mapapangiti na ako dahil alam kong galing sa kanya ang message. Iyong merong laging kasama. Habang wala pa ang the real thing, puwede na itong pagtiyagaan.
But then I learned that although it was only a pseudo-relationship, the emotions were real. And usually, in this kind of set up, ang babae lagi ang lugi.
Una, you can't ask him to commit. Since it's not really a relationship, you can't demand commitment from your partner. Ano ba kayo? May K ka nga ba magpasundo ng hatinggabi? You will always be uncertain about your role in his life. You can't expect him to be always there with you. And if you feel jealous of the other girls, you just have to keep it to yourself. Ano ka ba niya para magselos?
Pangalawa, what if you fall deeply in love with him? You can't be sure if he feels the same way. Baka nag-a-assume ka lang na mahal ka rin niya. Even if you are dying to tell him you love him, you can't. Because you're not sure if he'll like it. Baka mapahiya ka lang. This stage will always make you wonder where you are in the relationship. Or if there is a relationship at all.
Pangatlo, what if you become attached too much? What if you have invested all your emotions and this man hasn't? What if you remain faithful to him, not entertaining other guys, only to find out that he is seeing other girls?
Isa pang downside ng pseudo-relationships, it is fleeting. When a disagreement sets in, or when one of you gets cold, then that would be the end of it. Unlike in a serious relationship, hindi mo alam kung saan ka lulugar sa isang pseudo-relationship. Wala kang pinanghahawakan. Kasi sa pseudo-relationship, there is no "us." Meron lang "you and me," hindi "us."
Buti sana kung pseudo-pain din lang ang mararanasan mo. Kaso, hindi eh. Real pain. And usually, kahit tapos na ang pseudo-relationship, hindi mo maiwasan umasang one day, may karugtong pa rin iyun. And you will be miserable, hoping to bring back what you used to have, only to find out eventually that the guy is in another pseudo-relationship with somebody else.
Ang hirap, ano? You agreed to this kind of set up for fun and then you'd end up hurting yourself in the process.
Pero puwede naman maiwasan ang pain eh. Puwede naman na hindi mo muna isipin ang future and just enjoy the feeling, without thinking of the consequences.
But if you are certain that you are going to hurt yourself in the process, kailangan mo mamili. You can be happy and live the moment without worrying what would happen next. Or you can stop settling with pseudo-relationships and wait for the real thing.
When I was younger and in a pseudo-relationship with an unavailable guy, a friend told me, "Sige, kung ayaw mong magpapigil, bahala ka. Magpakasaya ka. Pero huwag kang iiyak-iyak pagkatapos, dahil tatadyakan kita."
Ang bottom line lang naman, kung magpapasaya sa iyo, gawin mo. Ihanda mo lang ang sarili mo sa consequence. Dahil ang "parang kayo pero hindi" stage ay bihirang nagiging totoo. Usually, hanggang doon lang siya… almost, but not quite.
Parang KAME lang dati ah! haha. pero fortunately, ung pseudo relationship namen, eh may pinatunguhan. :) And aaminin ko, sobrang hirap talaga nun. Sa tingin ko, luck lang tlga, and tatag ng both halves. Pero kung hindi nyo kaya magtyaga at magantay ng syamsyam, wala tlgang magandang patutunguhan. :)
Haha. Gusto ko lang ishare na ang taas ng blood pressure ko. Normal is 120/80.. Aken, 180/110. So ano yun. =))) malapit na kong mamatay. (yuck, exagg na.)
I'm not really good at titles. (<-- weh, ang cute nung kolur. haha.)
There was this dog show held at school, it's not convincing, it's boring. Though some of the dogs were cute, but there weren't anything exciting. I thought i'd join one of my pets, but they just can't. My shit-zu, "ginger" is like 6 years old now, and she's losing a lot of hair and smells really bad. She had this disease that ruined it all, she was once so adorable. ;) And paprika is a mixed breed (askal na pinaganda) haha. So, feeling ko mejo shame. And he's so mischievous! :P
Wala lang, shinare ko lang and story ng mga aso ko. :))
I know i was emo in the last post. Minsan lang, pagbigyan na. K?
I wanna have something to be busy about. Yung tipong, i'd be so busy. My life is boring me. It simply gets worse everyday. I just hope, not.
I'm sort of feeling like a pessimist now, but just a while ago, i thought of these wonderful possitive things again, so friends, don't worry. I'll be fine. :)
-- and in case i can't afford to be one, I'd still strive to. =D
"i love you more!" - ang nireply sakin ni myko nung nagreklamo ako dahil loveyoutoo lang ang sagot nya sa "iloveyousomuch" ko. HAHA. at mukhang napilitan pa sya. Haha. Sharing.
Gazillion things are currently running through my mind and i'm all fed up of this "what if's" and "mights".. I'm just so confused and worried about what my future would turn out to be. Yes, this is another blog about me and my life (which i meant was myko) hhe.
After all the realizations i did for the past days or maybe weeks, I'm still in this in-doubt moment of what i really want to do and how i want everything to become. I may sound weird and all, but you wouldn't even understand no matter how i tell you, cause simply, you're not in my shoes.
I've been undergoing through this weird moments wherein the whole world just stops for some time and it kinda gives me this moment to think about everything. And whenever i "think", i suffer through this unexplainable and unbearable feeling. Sometimes i just wanna cry or burst out laughing but the bottomline is, i have no reason to do so.
I'm not mentally ill or anything, but it seems that my happy momentums are about to end, and time passes very quickly, im still not prepared to let go of the memories i've experienced and still want to continue collecting more.
I maybe too young too say this now, but all i want and all i need to be secure and happy for as the moment, is the ASSURANCE that he'll be with me through thick and thin, through near or far, through all of there obstacles in life. He's all i ever wanted all this time, and i just can't afford to lose him.
BOTTOMLINE?
Take everything away from me, just not him. Seriously.
Because we weren't together from tuesday to wednesday parang binawi ko lang. :)) from thursday onwards until today, consistent and straight (except na lang mga uwian) magksma kme. :P
I would like to congratulate DARLENE for being an ate nanaman :D whew, responsibilities! :)))
Tomorrow is monday. And I hate mondays. I'll be competing for the Grammar Quiz whatever on 19 and for the powerpoint presentation as well. :) wish me luck. It would be better if i'll be the one for competing for the essay writing nalang eh. :| I really wanted that! I guess my english teacher haven't read my essays yet, since we don't do those on her subject. Hoho!
My tummy grows bigger everyday. HAHA! Lol, it's not because i'm pregnant, the reason is simply alcohol. Haha. I think.. Or larger appetite i guess?
Before i go to bed, i have this two realizations to share.
One. Gustong gusto ko katext ang boyfriend ko kapag lasing sya. :) Why? Sobrang sweet nya. Hehe, super kilig to the bones. And diba, puro truth? I just love him.
Two.
Man, Being pessimistic will get you nowhere. Look at all possible bright sides of every image. I'm not referring to a particular person, but.. You see, i've been NOT WANTING a relaionship for a long time, i wasn't even looking or finding one. Love is nowhere to be searched for. It would be found and discovered right then and there. You shouldn't hurry. I know i'm just too young to say this, but i think i know what i'm talking about. Just have fun and not think of it, and one surprising day, when you already forgot about all the hurt and all the negativity it once brought, you'd notice it knocking by your doorstep. OVER AGAIN. :)
Since it's english month, i'll blog in english. :)
Haha. anong sasabhin ko? :| LOL.
First, i'm still as usual missing him like hell even though i just saw him last monday. My "missing" span is just so short. I hate missing someone, It's like a punishment. I'm not used to seeing myself without him in class, in the canteen, in the hallway and even on the way home. Sobbing much? I'll probably see him tomorrow. ^^ *jumps for joy*
Today was normal. I got highest in social. Hoora! 56/70 and to think, i didn't review my lessons. Hoho. I just copied. Lol. I'm kinda sleepy but i don't wanna go to sleep yet. I'm still not satisfied with today's stuffs and happenings. Ain't contented with the "common" experience and dilemmas faced. :)
10-29. It wasn't really a BIRTHday, it was a BURT-day instead. (Burt, because my boyfriend's second name is BURT. hhe.) I was with him all through out the day. We didn't have anything to do, we've got empty pockets, but we still managed to have some fun all bcos we're together. *aww*
We were supposed to attend the first mass of the day here at our subd. But we arrived at the church halfway through it. :| (that's a great way to start your burtday! haha.) After the mass we just went off and lighted candles. :) Chikahan, and walked home. We stayed at my place. Landian. HAHA. xD
After Eating lunch, we decided to go to their place. Ang saya saya namen dun, haha. Ang gulo gulo! :))) Minasage ko sya yung tipong inaapakan mo yung likod nya. :)) hindi na nga raw makahinga eh. Cruel! haha. tapos we ended up sleeping lang. Natulog lang kami. Lol. Pag gising umalis na and went to dau to meet my lola there. We ate at greenwhich at andame kong nakaen. Home mga 8-8:30 pm.
That's the last time i saw him. Kasi nasa tarlac sya ngayon eh. Until Nov 6. :( Ang tagal diba. Err. I miss him like hell already. But we might see each other tomorrow. :P
I am human, i have a heart, feelings, emotions, and the like. Physically I'm quiet normal-looking
with a very gorgeous twist. :) I'm Voluptuous! (Haha, you better agree or else..) I have brown hair, very dark
brown eyes & short eyelashes. Story behind that, was my mom did cut it way back. So there, it sucks. I can't even curl it up.
I suit both long and short hair. But as of now I'm growing my hair back, Looooong. Chubby,chubby,chubby cheeks? I have 'em.
I dance and sing. Yes, Very gifted huh? (Why am i bragging so much?) Sorry about that.
I'm a bad drawer, sooo not athletic person and very lazy! Well, yeahh. True enough.
I do good at school stuff and loves rushing on projects. I end up with good results everytime i do so. ;)
Myko, He's all you'll read about on this blog (well, most of the time). But I'm trying not to tolerate this habit of
mine cause my blog is kinda developing into an ALL-MYKO BLOG. =))) I don't know, he's all i ever think about.
K fine. Addicted as crap. I love him, he's my boyfriend-slash-life-slash-husband-slash-everything. He makes and breaks my day.
The smallest things means the world to me
if done by him. The most unnoticeable gestures are very much appreciated. My EARTH is revolving on this
Boy, and yes, it's a little REALLY crazy.
FOXY, They're my everything! Through thick or thin, through hot or cold, even through heaven or hell, they have always been
with me all through out this entire journey. I value them so much that i really didn't disregard this fucking shits (Haha.) even
though we're so far from each other. They've always been my wall, i lean on. Someone to run back to when all else fails. And I know, habang
binabasa nila to, o kahit isa sa knila, MAY UMIIYAK na. :)))) Oh cmon, LY. :)
