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Andi .
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CJ .Ces .
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Darlene/Phoo .
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Eunice .Ethel .
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Frederica .
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Jia .
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Kateey .
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Louise .
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Mafel .Malenn . Miles .
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Renee . Resma . Regina .
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Should not miss you.

I should not tlga. Hha. Pigilan daw ba? hindi ko naman sya namimiss. Ewan ko. Iba lang ung feeling. Pero indi "miss". Hindi rin Love. Hindi rin Mutual. Hha. Bsta anlabo. Gusto ko sya makausap. Pero, "ano sasabhin ko?" HAHAHAHA. Saka hindi naman matino kausap un. Wala ng sense kausap. Napakaself-centered at lame. :|

Labels: Boys, history

Better off without you. :D

Random day but fun. HAHA. syempre may nagchange pero, same same parin. I'm still and always happy. I'm never gonna be bugged off by that. (whatever "that" is.) Nasa mood ako magkwento kaya sige. :D

Kahit "confidential", cge eh nasa mood nga eh! kulet.

Kasi some people just can't be distinguished if they're foolin around or ain't. Kasi sa super "joker" ever, di mo alam kung when sya serious. Lahat nalang JOKE, kaya lahat titreat mo na JOKE din diba? Go with the flow mehn. Ayun, one time may bumanat ako ng joke na pambara. Nainis. HAHA! anu naman kaya malay ko na seryoso sya? :S Saka, i didn't mean anything. Kung pikon sya, edi mapikon sya. Perfect ba sya? Saka na sya gumanon pag perpekto na sya. LOL. Kapag sya nagkakamali, Skin, ok lang. Kahit ILANG BESES! tapos ako one wrong move super katak and over super duper bonggang "parusa". FAIR enough?

I think it's not right (well, it's not talaga). And I don't regret anything na ginawa ko. Why? I saw the true person hiding behind someone! At ayun! From that moment on, syempre nakakashock diba. I never thought ganun sya kababaw at sensitive. Ganun ka Exagg ang reaction. Whatever. I don't regret anything. And if ever man na walang nangyreng samaan ng loob, wala rin mangyyre. trust me! Kung ngayon pa lang, ganun na, WHAT MORE??

So yun. Story end. lol

I'm better off without someone telling me what to do, someone telling me what to change (in me), someone telling me who to go with.. and that someone was him! Pissing diba? Hoho. Hoy lalake, gumising ka na sa katotohanan. Walang babaeng magbabago para sayo! better yet, umaus ka na. hhe.

Kahit naman wala ka, di ako mamatay. di ako malulungkot. Bakit? sinu ka ba? JOKER ka lang sa buhay ko. Lahat ng bagay dinadaan sa BIRO! Gawa ka nlng ng jokebook mo.

Enough said. :D

Labels: history, lalalalove, RandomDay, suckiy

Next to you?

Nagaway nanaman kami. :| Won't tell who. But someone IMPORTANT ofcourse. (fyi, special differ from important) So Yun. Parang ang babaw ng pinagawayan nmin o napakaInsensitive ko lang? Sawang sawa na ko sa arguements sa buhay ko. Pag uwi ko sa bahay sermon. Pagkachat, away. What else?

FUCK LIFE. deym it.

it's pass 11 and im still online just finished my RUSHED project. hhe. Pero infairness ganda nung drawing ko (atleast, for me.) tribal cross. Show ko tom. xp

Kahit na gano katagal kami nawalan ng communication at sama mo na ang pagfade ng feelings sa isa't isa, with just one look, all of those efforts to move on just got down the drain and here i am again. I can't get up. :| We may not be as GOOD as before but i know for myself something is up, and something should be. No one knows kung.. may mangyyre. But we'll never know. Baka MEANT to be. Baka HINDE.

Kung ako sayo, make a move. I never know kung seryoso ka. Kasi sa sarili ko, i thought, u never really did took me seriously before. Sana this time for real naman pwede? Kasi super torn apart na ko eh.

Goodnight.

Labels: history, lalalalove, Prublemo, suckiy

Will work for cash

Haha. I sound very desperate for money. lol. Why? I badly want a new rubbershoes. A white one. I really wanted one ages ago pa, And now i liked it more kasi kailangan ko din for the cheerdance. Tska very cool and fashionable sya. Loving it.

Ano, papagawa ka ng project? HAHA! Secret lang natin to aa. Saka simple lng ung project e. Inaadobe ko lang yun e. Putoshap is so LOVE!

Darlene is very mean. Ung avatar pic ba naman nya eh ung merged picture namin ni sal. So, kumusta naman yun? Pangasar. I shouldn't be affected but i am. Hhi, Gago. Almost lover. xp

After 25 years, ngayon na lang ulit kami nagusap ni sal, at sa chat lang. I really don't know kung nagaway ba kami, nagkaasaran o sadyang "trip" lang namin di magusap. Saka pinagusapan lang namin ung project thing. Tapos si darlene todo asar. Bongga! HAHA. I was even seated at the HOTSEAT beybeh. HAHA. "gusto mo pa ba si .... " HAHAHA. I Hate Darlene For that. :|

Puyat nanaman ako. Dumadami nanaman zits. badtrip. Kaya ayoko ng bakasyon eh. temptation na late matulog. Err! wutt a life. Iniisip ko pa kung aalis ako bukas eh, pupunta daw sila julian atbp. kari mhiekyo. Eh wala nga akong bucks e. HAHA. tska tamorow is sunday, baka hindi ako payagan. :D

GOODNIGHT!

Labels: Boys, history, lalalalove, RandomDay

MaANOMALYANG picture

I asked darlene's permission for this. ;D

Beau Bitch: HAHA. loca
Beau Bitch: alam mo tawa ako ng tawa kanina pa.
x.dee_starr: haha. mental ka e!!!
Beau Bitch: mana sayo!
Beau Bitch:
x.dee_starr: Haha hindi ako mental nho
x.dee_starr: haha
x.dee_starr: mana kay sal
Beau Bitch: weh wala na.
x.dee_starr: aha.
Beau Bitch: pero bagay kayo ni sal
x.dee_starr: Alam ko
Beau Bitch: Ahh loca
x.dee_starr: Haha
x.dee_starr: pero hindi nho.
x.dee_starr: haha.
Beau Bitch: haha.
Beau Bitch: why don't you two give it a try AGAIN?
x.dee_starr: haha. tawa ka na lng..
x.dee_starr: tawa na lng tau
Beau Bitch: okay tama na
Beau Bitch:
x.dee_starr: haha yan.. ok ka na.?
Beau Bitch: oo.
x.dee_starr: good
no more trying for me and sal
x.dee_starr: basketball ang mahal nun..
Beau Bitch: oo kaya mukha na syang bola ngaun.
x.dee_starr: haha.
x.dee_starr: hindi nyaa bagay hair niya ngaun
x.dee_starr: buti pa nung nameet ko syaa meron syang HAIR!!!
x.dee_starr: haha.
x.dee_starr: nakita ko ung picz nyo dati sa FS aha
x.dee_starr: ung naka jacket syaa. tpos blurry pa aha.
Beau Bitch: :))
x.dee_starr: Ang gwafuu nyaa dun sa pic na un aha
Beau Bitch: ako ata gumawa nun xD
x.dee_starr: aha. alam ko, c sal hindi marunong nun aha.
x.dee_starr: nandun pa ba ung pic na un.?
Beau Bitch: wala na.noh. alam ko ala na.
x.dee_starr: hnd na ba naka save sa comp.?
x.dee_starr: haha. i wanna see again
Beau Bitch: wait.
x.dee_starr: haha.
Beau Bitch: teka
x.dee_starr: ayun ung PIC na like ko!!!
x.dee_starr: HAHA.
x.dee_starr: haha.
Beau Bitch: yan?
---(photoshare)---
x.dee_starr: OO!
x.dee_starr: Ang ganda mo dyan!
Beau Bitch: nasa FS nya ba yan?
Beau Bitch: wala kya
x.dee_starr: dati
x.dee_starr: wala na e.
Beau Bitch: tama na. namimis ko sya
.dee_starr: dati ko pa toh gus2ng ask sau haha.. kaya lng i was shy LOL. hind pa tau close nun eh..
x.dee_starr: ano ung nakasulat aha..
x.dee_starr: haha you LOVE him still
Beau Bitch:
Beau Bitch: hinde noh
Beau Bitch: ung nakasulat..
Beau Bitch: parang..
Beau Bitch: bsta about llove
wai lan. translate ko
x.dee_starr: aha.
x.dee_starr: geh go!
x.dee_starr:
Beau Bitch: his always inside my heart
Beau Bitch:
x.dee_starr: aww.
Beau Bitch: ang sweet ko diba
Beau Bitch:
x.dee_starr: ung caption dati ni sal sa pic na yan sa FS is 'Mi Amor'
x.dee_starr: aha. something like datt aha
Beau Bitch: oo nga.
Beau Bitch: "My love"
x.dee_starr: ngaa plaa, bat nakasave pa un.??
Beau Bitch:
Beau Bitch: memoirs
Beau Bitch:
x.dee_starr: gaga hindi ibig sabihin nun d kau meant to me nho
x.dee_starr: haha
x.dee_starr: tignan mo namimiss mo pa rin un..
Beau Bitch:
Beau Bitch: wala naman masama kng namimis ko noh
x.dee_starr: wala nho..
x.dee_starr: aus ngaa un eh
x.dee_starr: malay mo he misses you too dbah
Beau Bitch: malabo.
Beau Bitch:
x.dee_starr: heh! think positive
_____________________________
x.dee_starr: aha cgeh
x.dee_starr: ung pic dont forget haha
Beau Bitch: hoy di ko lalagay ung pic.
x.dee_starr: heh! LAGAY!
Beau Bitch: hinde!
Beau Bitch:
x.dee_starr: heh!
x.dee_starr: lagay mo.!
x.dee_starr: loka papatayin kita!
Beau Bitch: sige wait and see

kung interesado ka, saka mo lang basahin. Basta, secret lang natin. HAHA. si darlene kasi gaga e. Andameng alam. Sa lahat ng pwedeng pagusapan Un pa!! :|

speaking of the picture; eto yon:

it's not the actual pic. Hay nako. Issue to. Haha. darlene kasi parequest request pa. Anyway.. HAHA. So aun. ;D

Labels: history, lalalalove, Random

Baller

May tula pala ako. xp Matagal na to eh. Here it goes;

Falling for a baller
Isn't as easy as others think
He may love you as much as the ball
Or be gone with it within a blink.

The game was his life
The score was his value
The movements towards his strife
Little by little, In his life, it adds hue.

In every move he makes,
his passion for the sphere reigns
He'll do everything to gain vistory
Even if hell have to undergo pain.

Ballers' hearts are occupied by spheres
I can't imaging if it still has a space for me
In case It's not yet full yet, remember i'm here
A percent of love won't hurt, Baller baby.

aww! HAHAHA. xD addic ako sa baller DATI.

Labels: Boys, history, tula