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5 days before christmas

I woke up early today. I don't know why, but i slept real late last night. The first thing i did was read my e-book, Twilight. I'm done with the 10-page (i think) 1st chapter. I've decided to read atleast one chapter a day to be able to finish the book withing 24 days. :) The 1st chapter was quiet familiar since i watched the movie (i think everything will be quiet familiar naman. haha.)

It's 5 days before Christmas and i want to receive lots of gifts. I know i would hardly receive any since my relatives think im BIG now, rather than that kid they used to love those days, i was so cute then! (oh well, im pretty na. NOW) Sana i could be with him on this special day, that would be so sweet. Our first Christmas together as a couple. O dba. So much for fantasies, it can't happen. (ahayy..) I shouldn't be sober. I should be happy pa nga kasi masaya sya dun, but i can't help being a little emotional at times. Haha! (ang babaw!) I'm a bit too worried baka kasi naughty sya dun, or he's drinking too much or puffs a lot. I trust him naman, but i have this instincts/worries/mights. (yea, we have this girlfriend-instincts nowadays:)

I'm really acting eerie. I'm not his mother anyway. I trust him PERIOD. End of story. I know, He won't act foolish and won't dissappoint me. I know it, He loves me enough. I've been blogging about this insecurities of mine all throughout this week! It's ruining the Should-be-joyful atmosphere in here. I'm not really insecure or what, i'm just PARAAAANNNOOOOIIIDDD.
It sucks. Really.

I'm acting like this all because i don't have anything to focus my attention on. If only i can go out with friends, I can but i don't have bucks. Bored, that's all i am and will be this vacation. I think it's a bit too long. Haha! And when classes resume, for sure i'll be disoriented. I think everyone will be. I wanna do something fun, recreational and time consuming. I wonder WHAT it is.

Darlene is so mean for posting on her blog that she knew my secret. Yea, i know it's unexpected for her to know cause she thought i was this good girl. HAHA! Oh well, i trust her enough so i told her. Love ko sya eh.


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